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12.23.2009

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UNLIT, UNHEATED [DECEMBER]

12.20.2009

intensely interested (but repressing it)

whenever i see you
it feels like birds are flying
in and out of my face

my head is ghost-like and birds fly
through it
i want to hold the birds inside
my head and turn them into
sex maniacs

12.18.2009

you don't need to shave because i like you

vacations are good. i'm wearing 3 hoodies because i'm cold.

new poem @spoken war

and two mp3s


12.15.2009

i'm going to french kiss you (mexican style)

you need to come to my house because i need to feed you

i'm going to french kiss you mexican style
whatever that means

i'm going to make you french toast
i mean it's like french toast but it's already made
you just put it in the toaster
and i don't know it's just bread
but it's sweet and i'm addicted and i want you
to be addicted to it also

what's the square root of 169
whip me
and i'll tell you

it's thirteen

i need you to get this
fucking eyelash out of my eye
hold my eyelid
and blow

12.13.2009

a u d i o.

they control me

12.08.2009

i'm wearing a beanie because i feel lonely (i feel lonely because i'm cold)

i want to remove my contact lenses and close my eyes and sleep for days. i want to wake up and be able to see without having to put them back on. that's not going to happen.

one day i went to bed and forgot to remove my contact lenses. when i woke up i was able to see everything. i didn't realize i was able to see until i walked to the bathroom. i opened my contact lenses container and saw it was empty.

i saw it was empty so i took them off and washed them and put them back on.

my eyes wear beanies all the time. my eyes are lonely without my beanies because i can't see shit without them. please don't take my beanies away from me. i'm scared without them.

12.05.2009

DONUTS AND ICE CREAM AND CHOCOLATE IN MY MOUTH

Last night we were making out, and I told you I couldn't stop thinking about donuts and ice cream and chocolate in my mouth. I wanted all of them in my mouth at the same time, and that made me feel fat.
You said we could go get all of those if I wanted. I wasn't sure if I wanted to leave the house because I was horny, but I couldn't stop thinking about food. I was getting really hungry, so I gave you a blow job. Then we got dressed again, and went to some stores.
We got vanilla and strawberry ice cream first. Then we were standing in line, but decided to go back to the refrigerators. We got whip cream, paid and left.
Then we went to get donuts. You paid and the man wouldn't stop talking. He asked us things about school. He said he liked to listen to the radio. He laughed and at some point he said what is life about anyways? I wanted to tell him I didn't care. I wanted to tell him look man, I need to get laid.
I made noises with our plastic bags. I felt our buckets and noticed that the ice cream was melting. We told him we were sorry and left.
We were fully dressed sitting on the bed eating donuts. We ate strawberry ice cream. We touched again. Our hands were cold and everything was delicious.