5.02.2010

i am pretending i don't have a pussy (on la coahuila)



this girl at school listens to nortec

this girl at school died tomorrow

this girl at school works on la coahuila


i am pretending i don't have a pussy

i am pretending you don't taste faintly of milk

like you are dying from floods in your chest

like you are going to fall through the floor and into


waking up from a dream where i was masturbating and crying and my tears were making puddles and children were splashing in the puddles and their mothers were saying "this isn't the mexico i used to know" and i'm saying "i'm so sorry"


like perhaps this is the part where we pass out

like perhaps sex is not going to happen again

for anyone alive now

ever


because sex will be outlawed

and sexeasys will be opened

and you can't trust anyone


okay

i have spanish to do now

3 comments:

sarah said...

so pretty, and smart. ana, you rule.

~otto~ said...

this especially stuck with me:

am pretending you don't taste faintly of milk
like you are dying from floods in your chest

mmmm

"cookeri"

rollerfink said...

outanding. out standing in the rain. and then the sun shines and you are the sun and your spanish homework keeps everyone warm.